I think I know why I’m so exhausted lately ... I'm burning out!!! (^o^)
I know that hanging with my Chica and staying out late can cause lack of sleep ... but that is not the problem.
Someone made me realize that I’m drained because I never stop thinking ... planning ... etc. I go to bed thinking ... then dream about skiing ... and finally wake up - continuing what I was thinking last night ... and non-stop all day ... until I go back to sleep or when I meet up with Chica.
Alright, brain of mine ... I’m going to stop thinking ... time to turn off the afterburner. I’m going to try to let things roll spontaneously ... and have faith in Him.
Monday, December 12
Sunday, December 11
Expression
A great deal comes to mind ... but this is the only important thing ...
Life is short ... too short not to keep quiet ... so said what is on your mind ... and there is no time like the current moment ... especially when you love someone.
I still got a lot to learn in a short amount of time ... I pray that He blesses us with His love and continue to guide us ...
Life is short ... too short not to keep quiet ... so said what is on your mind ... and there is no time like the current moment ... especially when you love someone.
I still got a lot to learn in a short amount of time ... I pray that He blesses us with His love and continue to guide us ...
Saturday, December 10
Wednesday, December 7
Everybody, Anybody, Somebody, & Nobody
By Charles Osgood
There was a most important job that needed to be done,
And no reason not to do it, there was absolutely none.
But in vital matters such as this, the thing you have to ask
Is who exactly will it be who'll carry out the task.
Anybody could have told you that Everybody knew
That this was something Somebody would surely have to do.
Nobody was unwilling. Anybody had the ability.
But Nobody believed that it was his responsibility.
It seemed to be a job that Anybody could have done.
If anybody thought he was supposed to be the one.
But since Everybody recognized that Anybody could
Everybody took for granted that Somebody would.
But Nobody told Anybody that we are aware of,
That he would be in charge of seeing it was taken care of.
And Nobody took it on himself to follow through,
And do what Everybody thought that Somebody would do.
When what Everybody needed so did not get done at all,
Everybody was complaining that Somebody dropped the ball.
Anybody then could see it was an awful crying shame,
And Everybody looked around for Somebody to blame.
Somebody should have done the job
And Everybody should have,
But in the end Nobody did
What Anybody could have.
There was a most important job that needed to be done,
And no reason not to do it, there was absolutely none.
But in vital matters such as this, the thing you have to ask
Is who exactly will it be who'll carry out the task.
Anybody could have told you that Everybody knew
That this was something Somebody would surely have to do.
Nobody was unwilling. Anybody had the ability.
But Nobody believed that it was his responsibility.
It seemed to be a job that Anybody could have done.
If anybody thought he was supposed to be the one.
But since Everybody recognized that Anybody could
Everybody took for granted that Somebody would.
But Nobody told Anybody that we are aware of,
That he would be in charge of seeing it was taken care of.
And Nobody took it on himself to follow through,
And do what Everybody thought that Somebody would do.
When what Everybody needed so did not get done at all,
Everybody was complaining that Somebody dropped the ball.
Anybody then could see it was an awful crying shame,
And Everybody looked around for Somebody to blame.
Somebody should have done the job
And Everybody should have,
But in the end Nobody did
What Anybody could have.
Tuesday, December 6
Snow Day
I have not taken off for snow day ... not for a very long time. I feel like a kid ... home from school. =)
12 hours plus sleep ... afternoon exercise ... and completing a big chunk of the to-do list ... just what the doc order.
Once again, I can see my desk. =P
12 hours plus sleep ... afternoon exercise ... and completing a big chunk of the to-do list ... just what the doc order.
Once again, I can see my desk. =P
Monday, December 5
Long Day
It’s Monday ... it’s snowing outside ... and I’m so tire. I think I read some more (on Luke 11) and then hibernate for 12 hours (as suggested by my Chica). I think will feel better tomorrow after an early morning excise. =)
Oh ... I forgot to mention the movie The Miracle Box (2004) from this past weekend ... is very touching (~~>.<~~)... highly recommended (and yes, I’m a sap when it comes to kind of movie). =P
Oh ... I forgot to mention the movie The Miracle Box (2004) from this past weekend ... is very touching (~~>.<~~)... highly recommended (and yes, I’m a sap when it comes to kind of movie). =P
Sunday, December 4
Crazy Time Management
I think I’m getting younger everyday ... I wanna have just have fun and drop all my responsibilities. However ... I got bills, rebates (from Black Friday), stuffs to fix and install, a million pet projects, hanging out with little sister, etc. ... and yet, I usually manage to do something else ...
Another crazy weekend. =)
Another crazy weekend. =)
Wednesday, November 30
Tuesday, November 29
Dark Clouds
"Hey mom, what if I went on vacation with ..."
The mood of the room suddenly turns cold ... like dark clouds just came in ... getting ready for a storm ... a terrifying thunderstorm. I have not seen not look on my mom’s face since something really bad ... and world war III is about to start.
The mood of the room suddenly turns cold ... like dark clouds just came in ... getting ready for a storm ... a terrifying thunderstorm. I have not seen not look on my mom’s face since something really bad ... and world war III is about to start.
Monday, November 28
Thanksgiving Weekend
This year, I got a lot to be thankful for. I feel like God has blessed me with everything I needed and wished for.
I have the privilege to tell the world that my wonderful family loves me and supports me in every aspect ... and I have the pleasure to call my fantastic friends as family because they care so much ... and I have the honor to call Chica my girlfriend --- a sweet, gentle girl with a pure heart of gold filled with love. =)
This weekend, I had a great fest with old friends ... ate like a piggy ... turkey and everything; received two awesome gifts from Chica ... one was homemade – very creative ... and the other was tasty – very special ... she never cease to surprise me (^o^); gone crazy over Black Friday again ... I stayed up for 35 hours before I crashed on my bed; went upstate for skiing ... I’m so happy that Chica and siblings like it too; and finally hung out at the mall till closing ...
I’m very thankful ... not just for the weekend ... but for my life. Thank you God.
I have the privilege to tell the world that my wonderful family loves me and supports me in every aspect ... and I have the pleasure to call my fantastic friends as family because they care so much ... and I have the honor to call Chica my girlfriend --- a sweet, gentle girl with a pure heart of gold filled with love. =)
This weekend, I had a great fest with old friends ... ate like a piggy ... turkey and everything; received two awesome gifts from Chica ... one was homemade – very creative ... and the other was tasty – very special ... she never cease to surprise me (^o^); gone crazy over Black Friday again ... I stayed up for 35 hours before I crashed on my bed; went upstate for skiing ... I’m so happy that Chica and siblings like it too; and finally hung out at the mall till closing ... I’m very thankful ... not just for the weekend ... but for my life. Thank you God.
Wednesday, November 23
Sunday, November 20
21 Days
I’m back! with new eyes ... witnessing a whole new world.
Week 1
Thank you God ... what a spiritual week it had become. As a student of Jesus’ words, I learned a very important lesson ... the true meaning of unconditional love ... from His sacrifice for the love of His Father and for the love of everyone. I believe that is the key for all relationships ... with family and friends and above all, with Him. For better or worst, unconditional love will endure all trials.
This week, I consulted with Him extensively ... gathered up my strength from Him ... took a leap of faith ... and let the truth set me free. I expected nothing and gained everything. I pray that He bless off this new relationship with Chica. It would my greatest honor to make her happy.
In addition, I finally got a taste of peace ... something I had been longing for many years.
Week 2
Coincident or faith? ... I believe it is faith. I do not know what God has planned for me, but coincident events happen for a reason. When Chica first came into my life, my gut was telling me that it will be a difficult path to walk if I so choose to pursue ... and at times, it was very difficult.
But gradually, I learned lean on God ... and He gave me the strength to walk tall ... and the fear and stubbornness in my heart slowly melted away. Granted that I do not know what is yet to come, but I know that I have started down on the right path. I hope to walk alongside with Chica ... and I pray that He will always be there to guild us.
Week 3
Every so often, I find comfort in Jesus’ words. Now, I just need to remind myself of those Words at all times ... and let Him guild me.
Opening new doors is very scary ... and yet extremely exciting. I think I went a tad overboard with the surprises with week ... but I loved every moment of it. Right now, I believe that God has blessed me with a gift that I can never repay. Thank You for everything.
Week 1
Thank you God ... what a spiritual week it had become. As a student of Jesus’ words, I learned a very important lesson ... the true meaning of unconditional love ... from His sacrifice for the love of His Father and for the love of everyone. I believe that is the key for all relationships ... with family and friends and above all, with Him. For better or worst, unconditional love will endure all trials.
This week, I consulted with Him extensively ... gathered up my strength from Him ... took a leap of faith ... and let the truth set me free. I expected nothing and gained everything. I pray that He bless off this new relationship with Chica. It would my greatest honor to make her happy.
In addition, I finally got a taste of peace ... something I had been longing for many years.
Week 2
Coincident or faith? ... I believe it is faith. I do not know what God has planned for me, but coincident events happen for a reason. When Chica first came into my life, my gut was telling me that it will be a difficult path to walk if I so choose to pursue ... and at times, it was very difficult.
But gradually, I learned lean on God ... and He gave me the strength to walk tall ... and the fear and stubbornness in my heart slowly melted away. Granted that I do not know what is yet to come, but I know that I have started down on the right path. I hope to walk alongside with Chica ... and I pray that He will always be there to guild us.
Week 3
Every so often, I find comfort in Jesus’ words. Now, I just need to remind myself of those Words at all times ... and let Him guild me.
Opening new doors is very scary ... and yet extremely exciting. I think I went a tad overboard with the surprises with week ... but I loved every moment of it. Right now, I believe that God has blessed me with a gift that I can never repay. Thank You for everything.
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