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This may not make any sense to you ... but this is my train of thoughts and it is a bit long ... so find a comfortable spot and enjoy the ride thought my mind.

I notice that sometimes, I do not make a good impression when I say good-bye ... my brain tends to go south (a.k.a. go blank) when I leave to go home or back to what I was doing. Actually, sometimes, I don’t even like to say good-bye ... instead ... I would like to say see you tomorrow or later ... because when I say good-bye, it feels like I’m coming to an end of a chapter on a book ... and that is not fun ... I want more, after a good night of sleep =)

This weekend ... I went skiing with Chica and friends ... I think it was good day. I was a bit tire ... moreover, I think everyone was a bit tire. I was actually a little bit sore the next day ... and felt like a bit drained ... I think I needed a few days to recharge ... just like my cell phone. Yea, my cell phone is getting old ... I’m going replace it soon ... once my 2 years is up.

Last night, I was sleeping in a really, really weird position ... got a stiff neck and all my joins started to pop. Now, I think I know how Chica feels when she pops... Actually, I wanted to get a massage this morning ... it's funny that I wanted one because I usually don’t like nor need one. Maybe it is one of those days that everything is out of the norm. (@_@)

Speaking of out the norm ... all the planned ski trips ended up as no go. Well, that frees up time to be spontaneous. And the weather is all warm ... feels like spring in the middle of winter. No major snow storm ... which good for most people, but I would like to see some white scenery. Someone at Church mention Canada ... that seem like a good place to find snow ... lots of snow ... and even too much snow ... that is why there is a lot underground passage ways for people to travel between malls in Canada...

Thinking of Church ... I want to put in my 10 cents and help ... and I think my skill in computer would help ... but I must take this slowly. The last time I jumped in head first, I ended up not completing what I had envision ... I needed time for my skill to grow. Further more, that is why I need to focus at work ... to finish the job and ensure the success of the project. With that in mind ... I need to find balance.

Sometimes, I think I’m too hard on myself ... I expect a lot out of me ... almost perfection. That is why I drive myself crazy when I try to follow God’s Words exactly ... I go to the extreme because I want to be perfect ... which I know I’m not ... no one is perfect except for Jesus. I still have my goal in finishing reading the whole Bible. I don’t know why, but the phrase be humble keeps ringing in my head ... to give and not take. Slowly I will get there ... or maybe the destination is not important ... it is the journey that counts. (^o^)