Blue Sky

It good to see the sun again ... after 8 days of rain, we all can finally see the blue sky with rays of warmth from high above. This makes me smile =)

Off topic ... I realize that this blogger getting personal ... it is my journal, my feelings, my views, my inner self ... etc. So, please don’t be shock ... I’m still me. This is a message for my guests and friends who do not know me that well. And as for my closest friends, I believe this only confirms what you already know ... plus a little more – stuff that I did not post on the forum – my sanctuary (hey guys, remember the valentine posting ... hehe).

Back to the topic ... yesterday’s sunny day was suppose to be a frustrating day for me ... but for one reason, I was actually at peace for most of the time. And that one reason is that I let go ... I let go of my tight anal control ... along with my worries and frustrations ... to God. Moreover, I’m not just saying this to “impress people” or whatever ... it is a fact. Stuff happens ... and we need to do whatever we can do ... and the rest is up to the Big Guy.

For example (a very minor one), I lost my hands-free headset for my cell yesterday. I looked for it everywhere ... and asked everyone “have you seen it?” Normally, this will really bug me all day, but ... I let it go. I told myself it will turn up later or I will just have to get a new one – basically, don’t worry. Later that night, my younger cousin gave me a new headset ... a better one ... apparently, his family had recently purchased a few extra headsets (on sale) from online. So, all is well ... there was no need to worry. This is a good example of what the Church addressed today:

(27) Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life? (28) "And why do you worry about clothes? See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. (29) Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. (30) If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? (31) So do not worry, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?' (32) For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. (33) But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. (34) Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

Matthew 6: 27-34 NIV

Furthermore, I thank God for answering my prayers ... I’m glad to see my friend finally simile and laugh.

Now, what should I do with my purple toes? ... =P