A little over 2 weeks ago, I wrote (here in this blogger) that in my heart, I believe in God ... that He will save me ... and I wanted a year time frame to enhance my knowledge by reading the whole bible...
But now I think I need to push up the time table...
However, I’m afraid (or more like terrify) to announce my faith to the world ... and to be more precise, the fear is in friends and family, especially my family. They all know about this ... but I believe that they think this is a passing phase ... and I'm not sure how they will react if I officially announce that I believe ... I’m really scared - just like a little kid. And no, it is not a phase for me ... it is a new life. I think about God everyday ... He is part of my life now.
In spite of this, I’m naive when it comes to details, rules and culture of the Church. That is one of the primarily reason that I originally wanted more time ... to learn. Human society (for most people) will not accept a person’s word ... they want proofs. And since I do not know everything (or most) ... they will claim that I am a non-believer.
So ... I need some advices ... any comments are welcome.
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